My Life

It's easier to run .
Replacing this pain with something numb .
It's so much easier to go .
Than face all this pain here all alone .

Something has been taken .
From deep inside of me .
A secret I've kept locked away .
No one can ever see .
Wounds so deep they never show .
They never go away .
Like moving pictures in my head .
For years and years they've played .

If I could change I would .
Take back the pain I would .
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would .
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would .

Sometimes I remember .
The darkness of my past .
Bringing back these memories .
I wish I didn't have .
Sometimes I think of letting go .
And never looking back .
And never moving forward so .
There would never bee a past .

Just washing it aside .
All of the helplessness inside .
Pretending I don�t feel misplaced .
Is so much simpler than change .

It's easier to run replacing this pain with something numb .
It's so much easier to go .
Than face all this pain here all alone.